I found a couple of journal entries I missed. At first I thought I’d just skip them, but then I thought it’s pretty illustrative of how hard it is for me to keep my ducks in a row when I’m depressed. So, I’m adding them out of order.
As written on 12/29:
I feel overwhelmed with sadness and fatigue. It was hard to get through work yesterday, and I’m feeling discouraged that I’m not improving more quickly. Maybe I went back to work too soon. I’m resting today.